hack.hack.hack

im sorry. im not.im sorry. im not. I cry. I laugh. cry. laugh. I continue to hack at my friend. cold body - lifeless for hours. i purposely remember our memories. the fondest of times. as my regret rises. i slash down in unity. i need feel comradery. the exact moment i hack. its all part of the process. i need be cleansed. i need medicate my illness. the troubling inclinations i call emotions. i.i.i.i.i it is all about i. me. myself.and.i...i.i.i. all about i. feeling exhausted. biskit my dog at my side. he knows im in pain. he sits by my side. he lays his head on my lap. i smile - hacking his brown head away. hack. hack hack. .... hack....hack...hack... i cry more. i sob more. i scream more. i laugh more. hack.hack.hack... i hack at its tail. i remember the day i picked him... i hack at his torso. i remember the day he ate my lunch. i hack at his paws.